As of this year, I would say Yes.
But why does this journey seems lonely and sad ?
I know for a fact that I am doing way better than the rest.
Shouldn't I be overjoyed with what I have achieved in work life?
Why am I still holding on to that 1 ex whom I dated for only a month?
What have I done to myself to allow such warmth and affectious yet dangerous thing like Love to defeat me so easily?
People's perception of me is ''Mei is strong, she will be fine''
but all I wanna do is to burst into tears because I walked alone in the city of hustle and bustle ,
and on top of that, I opened the gate to my heart widely to LOVE to destroys myself.
It was ME who allow it, It was ME who whole-fully love each and every wrong guy, It was ME who love them more than I love myself.
It .was. my fault.
