It's so hard for me to accept it.

26th of November,the day we cry,cry...the day we are all sad...the day we lost our loving dad.On 25th ,when we visit him at hospital,he tell jokes and make us laugh...we are all happy.Before we left,he says Thank You to us many times.

On 26th,around 1 o'clock,a call came,my brother answer the call....it says that our dad is having difficulties.My mom,Lee lee,Xiang Ting and I were sleeping in the same room on that day.My brother woke us up and tell us the news...I was shocked!and I can feel that something is not right.

While waiting for my mom to come down from the stairs,I prayed to God to make sure that my dad is safe and hope that nothing is happening to him.On our way there,I was scared.I wanted to cry out loud!My whole body was shaking.I feel very cold!extremely cold!
After we reached the wad,I could not see any doctor beside my dad.

I was with my mom.Then,the doctor approached us,the nurse keep on asking my mom to sit down first,then the doctor start looking into the file.Then he told us that my dad heart beats stop at 12:45 a.m....I stunned for a while,it was like everything had stop!I have no idea what to do.I keep on crying and crying...I couldn't describe my feelings ....It's too hard for me.The last time we saw him,he was very happy ...everything was so normal and out of the sudden someone told you that he already passed away.I couldn't accept the fact that he's gone.

It's like something penetrate into my heart when I saw that person laying in the coffin is my dad!I remember my dad said that when He saw us cry,he also cry inside his heart.Because of those words,I try hard not to cry even though I really wanted too...

Sometimes,I feel happy.Happy because my dad doesn't have to feel the pain he has been suffering for so long.It is a good thing for him to stay in another world where he doesn't have to suffer.The person that I'm worried about is my mom.I know my mom and dad love each other!like very much!I know my mom is very sad...it's just that she doesn't want us to feel sad too,so she just sit at the corner alone thinking of something.But I know she miss my dad.

This year! Papa favourite Hong Kong drama is Moonlight Resonance!Papa watched quiet a lot of dramas this year like Heart of Greed, Forensic Heroes 1 & 2,Marriage Of Inconvenience and Wasabi Mon Amour till episode 8 only,but I don't think my dad like to watch Wasabi Mon Amour cause everytime when he watch it,surely he will fall asleep .Papa always loves to watch Bobby Au dramas.Papa says his acting is good!

I now realize that everything funny,weird,stupid,annoying act that he did....was to make sure that we all are happy.He always care for others.He always wanted our whole family to be happy.His pain that he had been gone through for so long,nobody could understand it.

Weslife songs really suit my mood for now.I don't know why.But I feel very happy every time I visit my dad in hospital.After my dad had gone,I guess I have a bit fear about going to hospital.*sighs!

After watching Moonlight Resonance,my dad keep on singing Raymond Lam,Love is not enough song.And obviously! He only know how to sing this part 'Fong Sau!'.

All we could do for him is to pray for him.So that his journey to another world will be brighter.My Pa is cute!
Bye bye papa!

I like to move it! move it!

Today is my last day at school.After the school bell rang,we all started to scream and scream as if we saw ghosts....well,we are just Happy!

Tell you something....600cc restaurant foods at Gurney Plaza doesn't taste *ahem really nice.I loves the Honeydew ice cream with sago at 600cc.Since,the ice cream taste nice,so I thought the foods there might be nice too.

Manatau! I end up forcing myself eat up all the Taiwan beef noodles soup,cause I was hungry!The noodles that they used are like the instant noodles where you can brought it at any supermarket.Nothing special.

Later,we went to watch Madagascar 2....Move It!!!!
I love Alex a.k.a Alakay...He is damn adorable when he was a cub.

and I've change my mind.....I don't wanna do Crisp Onion Rings anymore.Cause I'm afraid that nobody will eat it cause not all people eat onions right?Why suffers yourself frying it and get your body oily and stuffs.

Potato salad is the best.It is easy to make...Just boil the potatoes,prepare the sauce and others and tadah!Done.

Making potatoes salad is way better than making nion rings.Hope this coming Sunday party will have more funs and leave a lots od memories.

Freedom has come...

At last!!! My mom allowed me to attend BBQ party this Sunday, held by Shi Wei and Brenda after I convinced her many many times.I asked Shi Wei whether I need to bring anything,but she asked me to bring nothing.

But,Still!!!!!! I wanna bring something!At least I bring something better than nothing hor?After hours and hours thinking of what I want to bring....finally,I've got an idea.I wanna fried onion rings!

Now,searching for the recipe.Hope it is not hard to make.Check out this website.....Loads of onion rings recipes,whether you wanna grilled it,fried it,baked it or bla bla bla!

I don't think it is easy to make Onion rings,some of the ingredients.....haiz,I don't even know what it is.

Ok! The easiest one! Crisp Onion Rings

I'm going to market tomorrow! Weee! Gonna try fried some onion rings tomorrow to make sure whether it taste nice or vice versa.

Ohh!Oh! Should I make some Potatoes Salad too?*think*think

maybe I should........

Gonna Go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mooncake Festival

I know Mooncake Festival already over like months ago.But,what can I do?PMR coming ma that time.Can't blame me...

This Mooncake Festival was held at Tanjung Lembah Permai area(I think so it's called like this).First,we all go Brenda house first......but leh hor,nobody go Princess house aka.Sarah.Muahaha!

After everyone arrived (me,the last one to arrived),we all walk to the garden.Then,we all meet SARAH at the garden.Actually,we already saw her on our way there,just dunno whether it is her or ghost.

The first thing that we saw is...Lion dance!


Then,we walk to 'The Sweet Memories of Penang'

Old bicycle...Not sure whether it is still safe to ride.
PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH.....Everything is old hereLook at the TYPER...! Sudah berkarat!
OLD is betul betul GOLD!

On my way to catch fish,I saw GIANT Snake and Ladder game.I wanna play but I will waste my time there.So,better don't.Then ,I go catch fish! with tissue which is required......damn hard to catch it with tissue.So,when nobody is looking,I use my hand which is faster.After I was satisfied catching the fishes,I turned to look around.WTF! My friend all go eat liau.Leave me behind.Hmmp!!!Damn cialat they all.you all bo ho eh.

Shi Wei,Brenda,Shereen and me go queue up for food!Then,we all go catch fish again:)

Look at my bird(made from dough)
This dragon is super duper cute!I think this dragon is also made from dough.Nice kan?Picture blur...

The Sifu who make the dough.How can we miss Mooncake on Mooncake Festival?

Mooncake made by ME!
Then we go ride trishaw ....We get the chance to ride the trishaw!It's so fun to ride trishaw.Not that hard.It's so FUN to be a penarik beca!

Guess who I saw?I saw Shaun! Look so kuai when his daddy is with him.When his daddy is not around,he is naughty,asshole!.Teach bad things to Chezven and Chi Sien.

What a day!

Guess what??When i was in Science tuition class,when Mrs.Khoo explaining about the astronomy stuff,I was stare at the cupboard where she keep her chemicals(don't know why I stare at it)and then I saw this black pipe moving(like dancing)and I was thinking......and the word 'OMG' come out from my mouth in a very low tone.Only me,Natalie and Mrs.Khoo saw it at that time(I think so).

After a few minutes,it came out again!That was the time,I know that....it was a SNAKE!....the small one,like 45 cm long!Everyone was screaming and screaming especially Andrea who sit next to me.......Nobody know how the snake came in.....Mrs.Khoo can still tell jokes.....she say that the snake wanna listen to what she teach.

Jason,Varman and another friend try to put the snake away.When the snake near the door,the snake fell down.......and Screaming again!!!!!!!!!!Everyone stand up from their seat and runs to the front of the class......me and Yong Tin straight away sit on top of teacher's table.We are like fu*cking scared that time!

Finally,Varman-the-man! managed to lead the snake out from tuition centre.

After tuition,my mom dropped me at Chiew Guan shop to buy instant mushroom soup.Suddenly,a sound *BANG!!!!!!!~~~~~~..........A Myvi car hit a motorcyclist......ooooooo,the motorcyclist nose bleed at the end....Crazy women drive so fast......This should teach her a lesson!

This morning was kinda fun at school,i helped KH teacher,Mrs.Ong! do Sardine Roll...Then,dance a bit Indian dance in class with Yong Tin,Ashley,Sarah,Haslin and Nagerani...

Fever season

I'm sick now......was down with flu,cough,high fever and sore throat.The weather in Penang is killing me!!!!!! Damn hot!even the clothes that my mom just hang,dry so quickly....can you imagine!!????how hot is it!!!!!!.......It's a must to wear sunblock when you go out!

Brenda,Ashley,Andrea,Samantha, and others more........was also sick.At first,i thought that i will never be sick because i think that i'm stronger! but look at me now.......sick.......!!!!!


Have been absent for school for 2 days!Yesterday,i have been sleeping the whole afternoon till 5 :30.Since i didn't go to school.So,it's a must for me to go to BM tuition.

When i was in tuition class,i can feel that my head is expanding.Later on,i was thinking that is my head now as big as Jimmy Neutron???? I know it's kinda stupid to think like that but....my head really is in pain that time.



*Coughs!*Coughs!!!!!*Ahcuuuuu!!!!!!......I'm still sick!

Happy Friendship Day!!!!!! in advance

Friendship day occur on first Sunday of August....which is 3rd of August.It is celebrated once a year only.So,remember to wish your friend!

Happy Friendship Day to all my friends!!!!!WoooHoooo! I know friendship Day does exist but i don't know when it is....till today morning when Natalie suddenly approached me and shook my hand and said HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!

I didn't know that it was actually on 3rd of August!!!!! I thought it was TODAY!!!!......

So,i started to kacau my friends by doing my special "Piggy sound"which most of my friend scared to hear it.I think my first victim is Hema.....can't really recall because i'm too excited that time.

My trick was to approach one of my friend,shake their hand and go near their ears and do the Piggy sound...like Ngok!!Ngok!!!!!!...I like to hear Andrea do the piggy sound because when she do the piggy sound.......it sounds more like she was snoring!

Cool car eh???

Just now,i was searching for more info about Friendship Day.Then,i realize that it was actually on Sunday but not today!!!!!

Embarrassing........... embarrassing........Now,my whole class know that i don't know when is Friendship Day..........I think Natalie not coming to school tomorrow,so she did it earlier.


But who cares, even though I already wish my friends today......I will wish them again tomorrow!
Happy Friendship Day in Advance!!!!!!!!

She was nice...

Early in the morning,i wake up at 7 o'clock...Prepare everything for TENNIS!!! When i was waiting for my dad,my sis,Xiang Ting take her own sweet time frying rice!Damn,it's already 8:57,and you are still cooking!?Just because her tuition class start at 8:30 and mine start at 8,so she take her own sweet time!

Before i leave home,i prepare myself a hotdog bun with a slice of cheese to fill my stomach.Not taking breakfast is no good.In car,still eating.On my way there,still biting.At CRC club,still chewing.Near tennis court,done!

When i reach the court,Shawn and his gang wasn't there yet.Later Yuri Goto arrived,then another boy came.Yuri was nice and sweet.She always smile.....but i still remember her throwing balls at me on my first day! I was angry with what she did to me......Soon,i found out that she wasn't that bad.Better than NAUGHTY SHAWN!

Yuri Goto

Shi wei and I was practicing ,SUDDENLY a fat boy came toward Shi Wei and said "You steel our balls,fuck you!"......What've we done?The balls doesn't belongs to anyone.The balls belongs to CRC club.So,i told that fat boy "What?You wanna fuck her? I thought you don't have a kuku!(penis)".....and he just keeps quiet.

After tennis,i went to SWIMMING! I didn't wear my goggles,when i was swimming,my eyes hurt so I closed my eyes and swim.Guess What?? From the first lane,i swim till the third lane.Lucky me didn't bang anyone there.

When i was in sauna,the lights turns off out of sudden! I was like....WTF.Don't you know that i was here!

Invisible XiangMei...

They are bad.

The new generation kids are not the same anymore.Nowadays,the kids knows all the vulgar word,where did they learn it from I wondered.

This morning,I went to CRC Club for tennis class.When i reach there,Mr.Pang asked us to join the another coach class to learn all the basic things.At there,what i can see is kids!

The kids are so damn rude! They are so annoying too! They look down at us,just because they know how to play tennis!So what you little kids! The most annoying kid is Shawn! Talking and running here and there non-stop!

They keep on talking about us,especially Shawn!As if,they are like so pro in tennis!Then,Shawn sing a song about a old lady eat dog shit.Make me so angry!

So,i scold Shawn back! I said 'Shorty!Shorty!Where's your teeth?Shorty!'.It was fun to scold them,but then,they will scold you back too!and they just get into my nerves!

Shawn and his friends called us old lady!What the fuck!?Without caring about others,i just scold them back! I tell Shawn that his teeth drop into dog shit!!



This is Shawn.

The kids always want to win,but of course my friends and I wanna win too.The kids are not satisfied when we scold them,so,they throw balls to us!What to do? We just ignored them.



When my friends and i was picking up the balls again.This girl came near our basket and steal some balls.Shi Wei was stunned for a while.So,i purposely asked the girls to come and take all our balls.She really did it.Not just the balls but including the basket.After she took it,i shout "Sir! Look at her.She took our basket!".Yes!and they got scold from sir.Yepee!!!!!! Been tricked by ME!stupid girl.but i feels so childish.

This girl throw the balls towards me but most of the time,she failed to hit my butt.When i was practicing,a ball hit my ass!and i turned back to see who is the fucking fellow!I just shout 'Aiiii!!!' loudly to scare them off and stare at them with my angry face.

Later on,Shawn told me that I don't have a penis.What the fuck?! A 7 year-old boy know what is penis?I stunned for a while and i said 'Yes,i don't have one'.Then,i point towards one of the girls and i said "You have a penis" and i told Shawn that he don't have one.Make them confuse a bit.


Two naughty girls who followed the boys to throw balls to us.


A group of naughty kids....

This Sunday,i'm gonna buy sweets for them to make them shut up!Hope they love the sweets that i brought.